Well, I’m about ready to fall asleep till summer break. Then I’ll go home and sleep some more. I don’t really wanna wake up anymore. I messed up.

Just saying gaiz

I missed out on a cool event tonight. A lock-in in the main building on campus. I really wanted to go. I didn’t go cuz I was trying to help a friend out who was having a tough time, but then he got all silent and I guess is just gonna sleep. Maybe I shouldn’t have been so quick to withdraw and I could’ve let him just sleep off his depression…

Also on my mind,

I like a certain girl in a lot of ways.

I kinda like a guy in some ways, but it’s not the same.

I really dunno.

That’s enough detailed info for you today, Tumblr.

My mind is wandering. In life, there are two things that are practical opposites. We can become one or the other. In fact, we aren’t allowed to choose, in an altruistic sense anyway. It’s absolutely required for anyone who lives to become one or the other. Yet, again my mind wanders and I feel like I’m somewhere in the middle. It drives me insane that I’ll soon be an adult and then able to do much more with my world and identity, but I don’t know what. I honestly don’t know who I want to be when I grow up even if I have some vague idea of what.

If I could be the things I had strong emotions about, then that would be cool, whether those emotions are love or hate is what I’m wavering on.

I just can’t normal.

Warum schneidet ihr euch den Hälsen bitte?

except

When you know enough, the world becomes a boring place.

This reminds me of my frienemy who claims he’s going to apparently try an array of drugs this summer.

ronove:

beatingravity:

Oh, the humanity…

lol what

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Recently, I can only think about how things were before. I’ve lost (contact with) a lot of friends. Everybody who lived with me and was so close last year… We’re all gone now. So… no work. no studying. just bleh. I took them for granted.

idonteven